So we’re a little busy dizzy lately as college approached me. Trust me when I tell you, I only snapped a couple of minutes to write this blog post, for I have a lot of “schedules” kinda. And honestly, I can’t be more a little shocked with all the changes going on.
2020 seems to be slipping away quite that fast. And I can’t believe It’s October and Christmas is so so soon again.
If we have fall season in the Philippines, I’m probably doing all things cozy, capturing all things Autumn – and my Instagram palette would be Yellow, Orange, to Red, with little touches of Brown.
Well, I love Instagram y’all know that. Right?
I am not in any way bothered with all the stuffs going on, I am just a little like thinking of ways I can balance every single thing. I made it a promise to myself that I will never ever quit or give up blogging. However though, Finding time for me to effort making post or doing all these graphics is a little difficult.
I want to give nothing, but all my best when it comes to the blog.
I kinda don’t care about Traffic at all, I just wanna enjoy this blogging thing in a kinda diaristic manner where I get to share my life, my writings, my ideas and all that. God! This is all I ever wanted and it’s in my hands. How could I not be any more grateful?
So, just a reminder that everything that I say right now, are all random and impromptu because the idea of giving an update seeped through my mind all of sudden. I pulled my phone and began typing.
Just so y’all know, I’m 18 now so life’s a little extra making me feel conscious. And it’s all weird because I don’t feel grown-up, but I love it.
As soon as I entered college, I am acquainting with new lovely Filipino people. And it feels awesome to make batch of new circles. But you know me, right? I am good at keeping boundaries. In my opinion, that’s a healthy choice and that is good for me.
I am coming at this stage where I feel like I can’t just keep up and balance everything all at once. There are things I have to let go and stop holding into.
I think, coming at this realization root when you feel like you can’t consistently do all things which makes you happy anymore.
If I’m being honest, I am a journal keeper, and Trust me – I am losing time for it at all. I have two unread books, novel in progress, plans not yet made. But I still wanna hold on to them. I still want to finish that two books before buying new ones, I still want to continue the story of Blaire and Ruel, and justify why that novel is titled “Spell Eternity”. I still want to keep a journal and make private entries about my days, I still want to run Virtually Bly and this Blog.
I still want to write prose, and poems- thing which I can’t do consistently at all.
I can come at the blogosphere, and type a single “hi”, post it, and leave. But that is not something which i wanna do.
I have stock of writings, but I can’t find time to reconnect with them, and post them here. You know, life goes on, and transitions are unstoppable.
Recently, I’ve been noticing declines in my website. The followers are slowly going down, the likes are smaller now, the comments are rare. But, does that make sense?
I think, no at all. I just want this space to be mine. And whoever who’d love to read my entries is super welcome.
You know, you can still scroll through my posts, you can leave comment/s and I’ll sure read and reply them the earliest as possible.
If I have time, I’m probably making Christmas Tree and decorating them with lights. I love them, they make me feel Christmas even more. I so so love that feeling, trust me. Well, comment down if you do too. We’ll be super close friends.
I mean, I can make time If I want to, but I have my priorities at the moment.
How’s your October going so far? Also noticing some sort of changes in your life lately? What are the things you miss? (just literally, anything)