* basically, I Couldn’t think of any good title so I just ended up putting what I’m feeling 💋
Hello Lovely lovely people! Whoever you are reading this right now, Welcome to my blog!
I honestly feel the need to be hyper right now, because I’m low-key sorry for not being so active with my blog at all.
I mean, I’m posting, but do you know the feeling as if you’re not there?
Like you don’t feel the vibe or the energy?
Ha-ha. ’cause that’s what I’m feeling.
I missed y’all so much. I miss the blogging vibe so much.
To be honest, I was just scrolling around my blog earlier, reading old posts, and comments then I felt sad. Because things aren’t the same anymore, and I want *that* same-as-before thing to be back. :((
This is my second home, my personal and comfort place (it’s not the same at all). But I’ll always be there.
The thing that bothers me is the fact that I am not as active to your blogs at all. Life has just changed. And I have a lot of things to focus now. I’m happy and grateful for those who stay with me, and until now, loyally reads my blog whenever I post.
I am aware that some of you are nominating me for awards, I think I already said this once, but I’m really sorry because I can’t participate anymore. I can’t anymore take that spotlight you guys are offering me with.
But please know, that I’m really really thankful. And I’m so pleased whenever I’m presented with an honor. Y’all are the best!
If you can also notice, I changed my name from Thony to Mark Anthony. It’s just that, I don’t anymore feel any connection with the name ‘Thony’. I felt as if I created a new person online. That’s not me, I want to be known for my name.
However, it’s not like I already hate that. I just wanted to really use my complete name, so you can still call me anything you’d like.
So as of now, the number of corona virus case in my country is still rising but the school will still open (idk what form)
I’m not yet preparing, I’m still so lazy to move haha.
Anyway, I’m taking this time of the year to discover new things. And the thing that I’m loving right now is…. *drumrolls* – songwriting.
Yes! Songwriting! 😍 I’m so hyped up because of it! And it’s making me excited about life. Omg, looking forward for a career (joking, but not really).
Y’all know that I already published 2 song compositions before, here in my blog.
I’m planning to publish lyrics again, but I’m not so sure. So if you want me to, please tell me on the comments.
The decision depends on you guys.
Uhmm, can I just hire a producer already? Ha-ha.
At the moment, I have eight songs written. Not counting the first two I published here : Ended too soon & 10:00 PM playlists (they both don’t have melody yet).
I’m not counting days at all. Because I learned to finally not take them for granted. Everyday, I look forward for opportunity. And it’s the happiest thing I know.
I’m also busy making my Instagram feed ha-ha. You know my obsession with instagram, right?
So far, I think I made 2 new achievements. And that is : 1. wrote a guest post for simply creative website. 2. Made a story Take-over on an instagram page called #halfthestory (follow them).
If you want to read my guest post which is about self-care. You can, here:
Simply Creative Guest Post
And of course, everyday is not a cheerful day. I also get troubles, unexpected scenarios but I try to overcome. ALWAYS!
Right now, I just want to enjoy life. And be contented with what I have, but still kick and get the goals. God is always with us, in whatever we do.
So… I hope you just leave all your worries to Him.
I hope your comfort food makes you so so happy ✨ and you find beauty even in dark days.
Random message I wrote earlier :
How are y’all doing?! Comment down please. I missed having a really warm talk with y’all! :’)
Love lots *mwahh!*
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