Vacation is Over *aka* School Year Starts

Hello lovely people!

I am writing this because I want to let you all know I just started my 12th year in High School that means it’s my last and I really reaallly have to put just extra efforts ’cause I’m a graduating student, I need to make it to the top.

As of now, I can’t promise that I’ll be so active with the blog. Maybe, my posting schedule won’t be regular and consistent. But I’m sure tho that I’ll be still posting, it’s a promise I gave to myself that I won’t be shutting my website down for long time so even if my schedule being active won’t be regular, I’m still a hoarder. There’s nothing to worry about.
But there’s just this thing bothering me, I know that I have these nominations from other bloggers and it makes me sad that maybe I won’t be able to make posts for those awards. I’m sorry to fail you guys but I hope y’all understand πŸ˜”πŸ’”

So yes, it means that I’m welcoming myself into a busier life! πŸ˜› I wish this school year won’t be too difficult for me!

So recently, I just made myself more organised. Just so you guys know I bought two bullet journals, and I’m using the smaller one for personal things and the bigger one as my planner. Planner will help me get track of the things I have to make for my goals. Honestly, I’ve been using my phone for my to-dos but it’s something I don’t recommend. Lol because duhh, phones might break and die anytime, right? Right.

And also I got three new books πŸ“š :

πŸ“– Everything, Everything by Nicola Yoon – I love this novel soooo much. I don’t want to spoil it tho, even if I already did on Twitter πŸ˜‚

This is just really cute, and if you want a book which can give you excitement in every page, I recommend it to you all 😍 For me, It’s better than Nicola’s new novel β€œ The sun is also a star ” . Well that’s just my opinion. Ha-ha.

The other two books I got :

πŸ“– Shiny Broken Pieces -a collab book (and my current read)

πŸ“– Attachments by Rainbow Rowell

So it’s just all that right now. I hope you guys are having great moments. Take care of yourselves especially your mental health. πŸ˜™πŸŒΊ

P. S. You can always reach me out on my Social media accounts (Instagram is advisable πŸ˜‚)

* First photos of the Year *

What grade are you in? Do you also use planners? What’s your current read?

Drop down your comments on the section and we’ll talk once I’m back! 🍦🍦🍦

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T. Space Diary | Updates ’bout Boring Vacation

Hey! What are y’all up to, boys and girls?
This vacation seems to be real boring. I’m currently stuck in my room for month now and I’m sure I’ll be stuck until classes start again. However, it’s still weeks before that happens so yes, the boredom and real tedious moments continues. πŸ˜‚
I’m honestly struggling to be active on the blog right now, My internet connectivity is only limited because we don’t have wifi so most of the time, I’m on Instagram (follow me there & @thonysthetical) but instagram is real fun. I hated the algorithm of it before, but when I decided to grow it with purpose, I found myself enjoying it- uploading photos, talking to more people, and advertising my blog posts. πŸ™‚

I have no numerous summer experience, am I just an indoor creature or what? πŸ˜† but I’m going to tell that I’m super happy with what I’m getting lately. Most are positive and there’s only one which is negative which is somehow also resolvable. πŸ˜„

πŸ“Œ Socials / Instagram / Feedgoals

– As I’ve said I’m now enjoying Instagram. 😍 I’m happy that my followers grew real quick and is still growing until now, I also receive comments ’bout my photos, meeting new friends, getting engagement on my blog, and lovely remarks about it. I mentioned it before that I hate my feed but now, it’s okay. I already found contentment. πŸ™‚

πŸ“Œ Faces of feminism

– This is the real best thing which happened to me as I’m enjoying my online life. As I was on Instagram, a page called faces of feminism messaged me, encouraged me to be featured on their instagram feed and website which I totally accepted and wholeheartedly participated in. I made paragraph where I share my views about feminism, gender inequality, society, and why to promote women empowerment. It’s was just Super amazing. 😍
If you want, you can check out their website or follow them on instagram @facesofeminism. You can also direct message them if you want to be featured and be a feminist. Support women, NOW!

πŸ“Œ New YouTube Channel

– To be a known blogger and writer is my dream, and also to be a Youtuber. That is why I created new channel. πŸ’ž
Right now, I don’t have laptop for video editing and also camcorder. I only created the channel to grow my subscribers in advance, so at least once I already upload something, I already have my Viewers. Check it out @Thony Aesthetically.

πŸ“Œ Over 500 blog followers

-Wow. Wow. Wow. This is what I love the most. I reached over 500 followers. 😍🎊🎊
For months of working, I finally retrieved what I lost before. I’m really grateful to all of you guys, like really. I’m super thankful to the support you give to my posts which makes me more motivated to create content. 🌐

πŸ“Œ More writings

– I’m glad that this vacation I am really focused. Really focused that I’m able to make more writings. Usually, I struggle creating block, my writer’s mind is really like seasonal so I’m just amazed that in this moment I’m productive.

πŸ“Œ New music / Playlist

-if you haven’t heard, I’ll announce it. 🎀 (No, not that I’m going to sing because of that microphone emoji πŸ˜‚) .
Taylor Swift released New single called β€œME!” and you literally have to check it out if you haven’t. I’m glad she’s back, I hope the whole album will be released soon.

😢 And here’s the negative :

πŸ“Œ Out of TBR

– I only bought three books before vacation and now I’m finished reading ’em all. 😦 I had fun, really that I want to reread them but not like right now.
Since it’s school break and I’m getting no cash lol, I’m also not able to save money that means I can’t buy anything new for my TBR and now I’m running out. Really πŸ˜”.

Anyways, Summer used to be enjoyed but it’s frustrating me πŸ˜‚ not that I hate the season but the heat is too much. Oh, I’m envious with people living in not so tropical countries. I want to experience the weather they have. But I’m pretty sure you guys are enjoying the vacation, linger it :).

I hope you liked this post, I’m glad I’m able to share some updates again. If you love this T. Space, give some love, like and comment. Byeeee. πŸ˜™πŸ˜™πŸ˜™

Do you love instagram too? What season do you love the most? What country are you in? Love this post?

Tell me your thoughts and let’s talk on the comment section! 😁

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Liebster Award

Hey. What’s up y’all lovely people?
So today, I’ll be doing a post related with the award I receive here in the blogosphere- The Liebster Award. 😍

It’s my fave award ever since. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because this is the award I’ve first known when I was just a starter and I can’t believe that there are bloggers who appreciate me and give me the opportunity to receive the award.
So I was nominated by Lydia Potter from her blog:

I can tell that her blog is one of those websites with so much positivity. I highly suggest that you guys should follow her as soon as possible. πŸ™‚

Let’s begin with the rules :

Β° Acknowledge the blogger that gave it to you and display the award.

Β° Answer 11 questions that the blogger gave you.

Β° Give 11 random thoughts/facts about yourself.

Β° Nominate 11 other bloggers and notify them of their nominations.

Β° Ask your nominees 11 questions.

My 11(?) facts :

🌷I’m a cat person

🌷My fave author is Jennifer Niven. I highly recommend her books, you’ll love ’em.

🌷My favorite book is Holding up the Universe by the mentioned author above.

🌷I’m a bibliophile

🌷I’m a huge fan of Taylor Swift ( how many times should I mention this? God. πŸ˜†)

🌷I once joined a singing competition where I ruined my reputation πŸ˜‚ (exaggerately speaking)

🌷Paris is where I belong (Imeanit’stheplaceIlove)

🌷I’m always sleepy and feeling weary.

🌷My body’s scrawny.

🌷 I had a long hair when I was kid (’twas back when I was 2) and it was straight. But if I’ll be growing my hair now, it’ll probably be curly + messy. I dunno what happened.

🌷 Do you guys know Aza Holmes? -she’s the main character to John Green’s Latest novel β€œTurtles all the way down”. Well, my brain functions like hers. And I dunno, I always can’t control my own thoughts.

🌷I have account, but I don’t use Facebook.

🌷I’m planning to start writing a novel. ( I honestly have titles already)

🌷I’m obsessed with Rainbow Rowell’s Teen Fiction Novel -Fangirl (which I don’t have ’till now)

🌷I don’t really like my Instagram Feed. Haha(?)

*ohmyGod. They’re 13 already. Ha-ha. πŸ˜‚
I’ll make it to thirteen.

+🌸Paul Klein of LANY is my everyyyything. 😭😭😭


And they’ll be touring here in Ph. this July 24th. Why can’t I be there for free? 😭


Lydia’s Qs [ and my answers ] :

Β° Are you usually early or late for an event?

– I don’t attend events. But school events, I do.

I don’t want to be hypocrite, I honestly am a late comer. πŸ˜‚ And even if there are classes, I don’t mind if I’ll be walking inside our classroom while the discussion starts.

Β° What takes too much of your time?

-I’m certain, it’s because I wake up late because I sleep late too.

Trust me, I’m moving tardily.

Β° Do you have any pets?

– None, but I realllyy want to have a fat cat. 🐱 🐱 🐱.

I hope someone will give me a beautiful and healthy one.

Β° Do you play any instruments?

– No. But I honestly want to learn how to play Guitar (acoustic one), ukulele, and PIANO (which Paul Klein Plays best 😍)

Β° What’s a small thing that makes your day better?

-Not a thing- Coffee, I guess. It’s always my great starter every day.

Β° Have you ever broken a bone in your body?

– No, and I don’t want to have a broken bone. I will totally hate myself If I’ll have one.

Β° How do you relax after a busy day?

-Music, books, sleep. And writing when I have block.

Β° What’s the farthest you’ve ever been from home?

– Ha-Ha..this is shameful.. . I’m not into going out and reaching places.

Trust me, I’m kinda boring. But let me give uhmm, near Albay. That’s a place somewhere in Bicol- a province in the Philippines. I forgot, maybe that place is called β€œLigao”. But I’m certain that located there is Kawa-Kawa, one of My province’s beautiful vista.

Β° What are you looking forward to in the next 10 years?

– Maybe I’m still studying Law. πŸ˜‚

– Honestly, I want to see myself as a knowned blogger and Writer. Maybe a novelist, too, one of the bestselling author. Lmao.

Β° What do you hope never changes?

*This is quite difficult to answer

– I’m not certain. There’s a lot of things which I hope never changes but if I have to pick one, maybe it’ll be the universe(?) ahhh. πŸ˜«πŸ˜– I feel bad for my answer, shouldn’t I?

Β° What is your plan for the future?

– Save money. Have a palace-like house. Buy Cars. Collect Hardcovered books. Be a poet and novelist. Keep blogging. Have one child- girl (tBH, I don’t wanna be married and I’ll never be married I guess. I’ll be engaging on some process to have a daughter.)

My Qs :

1. Something you can read over and over again – What’s your favorite Book ?

2. Who’s your favorite author and what made you love his/her works?

3. If you’ll be writing a novel, one that you want to be a NY time’s bestseller, what will be the name of the boy and the girl on your story?

4. What was the weirdest flex you’ve done while you and your friends are talking?

5. This question can be a bit childish, but what’s your favorite application on your phone? What about the least favorite? Why?

6. From the things you own, which one is the most important? Who (not required to be specific) gave it to you? And why is it remarkable?

7. LANY -related : if there’s any, what is the title of the song from them which you love the most?

8. T. S.- related : What is your favorite T. Swift song Why?

(lemme know. Please. T β€’ T)

9. What is your special feature as a person that you really want to share with people around you?

10. This is not a question : Name three of your favorite bloggers and give reason/s why you like them as bloggers. 🌺

11. If there’s one thing you want to ask me about, what would it be? 🌼

My nominees :



🌻Mary –



🌻Manessah B.





Wow! I can’t believe I have my nominees now. I usually struggle picking people to nominate so I don’t give specific names but now (?!) πŸ˜†

Anyway they’re just ten people so for the last spot, if you’re reading this and your name wasn’t mentioned, you can consider yourself nominated because You deserve it πŸ™‚

I really enjoyed making this post and it took me some time to fully finish this but it’s worth-it😍. Again, I want to express my gratefulness to Lydia. πŸ’ž

I enjoyed the questions. I don’t know but it feels so good. I hope you too, people, will enjoy your nomination the way I did. Thanks for reading. Byeeee!

Aside from the facts I gave, what are your thoughts about me? You also collect books? Doing this award?

Drop down your comments on the section and let’s talk! πŸ’πŸ‘

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Summer Book Haul Β° Library Ideas | Hello April 2019

Before April came, I go to the city bookstore to avail new books since I was done reading All the Bright Places and Holding up The Universe which are both written by Jennifer Niven. I don’t want my summer to be boring and most of all, I don’t want to be just sitting around and doing nothing.

I was planning to buy Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell (Trust me, I’m just obsess with this book and not to mention how many times I already talked about it here in my blog 😫😭). Not so fortunate, it was already out of stock and I just hate it, I wasn’t able to get a copy for my library. However, I got three bestselling books from three bestselling Authors and I just love my new discovery.

This post is to give y’all the preview of the books I availed. I am making a haul and I don’t want to make this introduction lengthy anymore. Why not to start? πŸ˜ƒ

πŸ“– The Sun is also a Star – Nicola Yoon

This is the new discovery I’m telling you all about. Nicola Yoon is my new discovery. I’m going to tell that I’m done reading this book she wrote. Maybe I took one week finishing it. It’s a good read too and I just love the chemistry of the characters. I also want to read other of her books titled β€œ Everything, Everything ” – a book which smells like tragic story – something I’ll love 😍.

I bought it for 383 Pesos so it can range up to $ 7 (if in dollars) but the original price is 479 pesos. It was only bought in cheaper price because I came at the bookstore and they are on-sale by chance.

The book is about two people of different beliefs. It’s about Science, love, fate, and universe. It’s about finding a person but being unable to be with him/her and again, being able to be with him/her by the help of destiny.

πŸ“– Turtles all the Way Down – John Green

The name John Green is not anymore new to the bookish people out there. He wrote bestselling books but what I want is β€œthe fault in our stars” which is not yet in my library since again, it’s not available on the city bookstore. Ha-ha?

Turtles all the way down is one of his masterpieces, and now I have it. I’m not yet opening the book since I only finished Sun is also a Star. TATWD is also a new york times bestseller so I’m quite excited what the flow of the story and the whole novel will be like.

I bought it for 359 pesos so again ranges to $ 7 but that’s not the original price, the real value is 449 pesos. I’m thankful to National Book Store, but I just hope they have more stock of books. πŸ˜” Please, I want The fault in our stars and Fangirl. 😭

πŸ“– Leah on the Offbeat – Becky Albertalli

Aside from Jennifer Niven, Becky Albertalli is also an interactive writer to her readers. Both of them liked my comment on their Instagram posts and I so appreciate them for the time they spend to visit the thoughts of their fans.

Becky Albertalli, from what I see on her books, she’s a supporter of the LGBT community. Leah on the offbeat is one of that books too, Leah is a bisexual in the story. LOTO is the next thing I’ll be reading, I’m curious about Becky’s Style of writing so we’ll see.

I bought it for only 183.50 pesos since it is 80% off, unlike TSIAAS and TATWD, they’re just 20% off because they’re new books. The original price of leah on the offbeat is 459 pesos. So yes, I’m a lucky bookworm to receive price-off from the bookstore. 😍

If you people can notice, my books are all paperback. Except for the fact that hardcovered books are quite expensive, not all the novels I want have hardcovered edition, so I’d rather buy the least expensive type. At least, they have the same content.

I hope you guys enjoyed this post and I also hope, I gave you ideas about the books you can buy for your library. I think, making hauls is fun and it’s something I’ll be doing again once I got new books for my lil’ room library. There honestly are a lot of Teen Fiction novels I still want to avail. I hope I can get copies of them as soon as possible.

Have you read The Sun is Also a Star? If yes, what are your thoughts about it? You also love Jennifer Niven’s Book? If yes, well, we can have nice things. Did you get any idea for your library? Or do you already have them on your library?

Drop all your comments and let’s talk about ’em on the section. πŸ˜‰πŸ’žπŸ“

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School Year Ends | What’s Up and What’s New ?

Hey! What’s up y’all lovely people?

It’s been a long while since I published my last blog post. Looking back, it was on March 27, and now’s April already. I’ve been really shutting down my life online. But the truth is, I was out of words at those times I was missing here in the blogosphere. πŸ˜‚ I don’t know, those were the days I feel like I can’t write and I feel like I’m not-into-writing mood. I honestly dunno, sometimes I would grab pen and paper and I would also keep them empty after. Maybe I was just out of inspiration that moments, I was hollowed for days but not as hollowed as empty and as trapped in sadness again. It’s kind of different like out of words and writer’s block feeling. But I’m now making pieces again, and will publish them soon.

Anyway, what’s important is I’m back again and here I am to talk about the things happening in my life right now. As I’ve said and as you guys can see on your calendar/s, it’s already April and that simply means that the school year is pretty over. At last, I can now breathe and take a break from every single matter regarding school.

I finished My grade-11 year already, and I really can’t wait to be grade-12 next year. That will be the last year I’m going to take before entering college so I should exert more efforts, better than what I did this year. Luckily, I made it to the list of honor students, and I am really grateful for that. Yaayy!

There’s apparently none much events existing in my boring life in the moment, so to make this post, I was really looking even for the smallest things I have right now. Even for the smallest things…but honestly, for me they’re big enough to be shared. Well, I don’t know if it’s big for you peeps, too.

Β° I finished Reading ‘Holding Up The Universe’ by Jennifer Niven

– Holding up the universe is the book I kept for months- as in KEPT WITHOUT READING. I wasn’t able to read the book as soon as I availed it since I was trapped with school works, I wasn’t able to flip the pages since I was really busy.

I can’t believe how I would love the narrative. Maybe, I love it more than I love All the Bright Places. It’s really the type of β€œ Good read ” book, the flow of the story is really beautiful, and you’ll surely fall in love with the two characters – Libby Strout and Jack Masselin 😍.

This is not a tragic novel, this is a story of life, love, acceptance and self-acceptance, and truthfulness. It’s about seeing a person for who and what he/she is and being seen back too. I highly recommend it to y’all. And I’m sure, you guys will enjoy it the way I did.

Β° Got more books

– Before the school year ended, I brought myself to the city. There I bought 3 new books and I was so lucky because they were on sale when I purchased so the prices are cheaper. I go there alone, it was awkward especially when I was eating alone at my favorite fast-food restaurant -Jollibee πŸ˜‚ 😍.

Unfortunately, Rainbow Rowell’s Fangirl – my new bookish obsession, was already out of their stock and I just hate it. However, I got three Bestselling books from bestselling authors. I’m going to make a haul post for my new books. Sooner. Watch out!

Here they are :

1. The Sun is Also a Star by Nicola Yoon.

2. Leah on the Offbeat by Becky Albertalli

3. Turtles All the Way Down by John Green

Β° Instagram Feed

– If you’re on my Followers list on Instagram, maybe you already saw my new IG theme. It’s really my goal to make a beautiful Feed but I do struggle. I hope it’s looking good to some people ’cause for me, it’s not yet enough for my satisfaction. Ha-ha.

I’m planning to make a blog post on how to achieve a beautiful Instagram feed. But I’m not sure yet, maybe I’ll just post one in case.

Β° New graphics for Blog Posts

– yEs ppl! I took notice that the graphics for my blog posts are pretty old yet. And boring because of it’s shabbiness. Honestly, they were created last 2018 and now’s already 2019 and it’s vacation, so I could make time to put out my creativity again. It would always be exciting creating them and I hope, you guys are satisfied with how it looks like. πŸ˜›πŸ˜

This vacation, I want to spend lesser time with social media. I already announced it on my Twitter that I want break from my online life – Twitter itself, Instagram, and even with the blog. Maybe I’ll just focus with my books for a while, and the best thing to do while offline is to make writings. There’s nothing to worry about because if there’s something I can post here on the blog, I will still update them but I can’t promise to be active more often. I just really want pause πŸ˜‰.

Have you read Holding Up The Universe book already? Who’s your favorite Author? Is your instagram feed your goal too? How’s my new graphics?

Drop down all your thoughts and let’s talk on the comment section. 🌷

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T. Space Diary | Sleepless Weeks Before Vacation ( whuutt? )

Peeps! Peeps! Peeps! I’m glad I’m finally back on the blog! 🌷🌷🌷

*breathing heavily *

β€’ β€’ β€’ β€’ β€’
I can’t deny that I shut my social media life down for a while. For week maybe, I tried not to open any of my social media accounts- Instagram, Twitter, and T. Space website. I can tell y’all how busy my life was and until now it is busy but at least, the things I need to fix are lighter this time. I’ve gone through a lot- there were numerous requirements to be submitted on school before the grading period ends. It was indeed frustrating and I can’t say it’s not. I managed somehow.

If you guys will ask me, I’ll tell you how inadequate my sleep is (pls. I need more hours of sleep). Sleeping is my favorite thing but it’s getting away from me tbh. There was a lot of paper works to make so every night, it’s like sacrificing what I love doing for grades- idling. Omg! I feel like I’m genius for that. πŸ˜‚ Not really.
It’s a good thing there’s My Pualy to sing for me during that late nights, so I don’t get bored. πŸ’žπŸ’ž

*OMG! My heart is beating fast πŸ’“*

This week was kinda hell- I got to go on a Job Interview and take a guess, It was Mary who interviewed me because my Teacher told me to go to her. Lol. I wasn’t really confident with my answers. I was in rush. Anyway, I need to move on. After the Interview I had, I headed to the defense room to present our Research paper I made for countless nights. How couldn’t I be thankful? I can’t quite still forget it. Like those pleasing words from the Panels, the admiration towards our presentation, and of course, the compliment I received from my Research Teacher I never expected. Seeing them clapping their hands is everything. It was just remarkable and my heart is still in celebration till now. 🌼β™₯

There are still two weeks before the recognition and that means, all the honor students will be awarded and recognized of course. πŸ˜‚ I’m not damn sure if I’ll be one of those students. Not if not, yes if yes – whatever happens, happens. That’s me.

This upcoming week, I still have requirements to submit and I will bake something for Bread and Pastry class. So maybe tomorrow, I need to go to the market and buy the needed Ingredients, prepare all the remaining paper works so I’m already done before Week 2.
I just really hope, this school year will be over so I’ll be able to go to the city book store and buy new books πŸ“š (especially Rainbow Rowell’s Fangirl 😍) I think, I can relate with that Narrative.

By the way, I remember the pingback I received weeks ago. It was a nomination for Versatile Blogger Award but when I was trying to click the blog where the nomination is in, it was already gone. The owner changed the website address I guess so even WordPress can’t anymore find it, and I feel sorry about that. 😟
But I’m still thankful for the appreciation this blogger expressed towards me. πŸ™‚

Ha-ha! I finally got a plant for my room which is actually a grass. Lol. I just wish it was Succulent ’cause I love succulents but there were no succulents around so it’s not a succulent. (twisted shit)

I just saw this Grass outside our home and somewhat, it’s beautiful so I planted it to add some touch of nature inside my room. I’m still planning for DIY decorations like a mini board where I can post all my to-dos. I want to put there lights ( I mean, the one which is similar to Christmas Light) but I’ll delay that for now. Maybe soon.

You also struggle with schooling right now? What are your ways to lessen your stress? Have you read Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell already?

Drop all your lovely comments and let’s talk!

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β€œMysterious” Would You Rather Tag

Hey! What’s up?

How are you guys doing?

So I’ve been tagged by Mary AΓ±onuevo from the slaying blog named OMG RYRY. Well, guys go give her follow ’cause I’m sure y’all won’t make any regret/s once you did. Her contents are lit. Btw, thanks to her for allowing me to have the chance to be a part of this awesome tag. β€œThanks Girl. Luv yahh. ”

So, let’s get started. Shall we?

The Rules :

β€’Thank the person who nominated you and link back to the original post. (this post)
β€’Answer the would you rather questions.
β€’Nominate 5-10 people.
β€’Pick one of the three themes that the person who nominated you left for you and ask 10 would you rather questions based on the theme (feel free to use google!)
β€’Pick out three themes for your nominees to ask questions based on (try to make them relevant and seasons, marriage and careers are good ones)
β€’Use the featured image in this post and make sure to copy paste this set of rules to clear confusion.
β€’Most importantly, have fun!

Questions :

1. Would you rather go to school late every day or come home from school late every day?

– Lmao. I’m a late comer at school, trust me guys. I don’t care if there’s a flag ceremony on Monday or If I might be late on our first subject, I’ll come whenever I want. Well, it’s only that I don’t want to be home late ’cause Mom would probably be super mad at me especially if I don’t have acceptable reason/s for not arriving early.

2. Would you rather be the only girl in your class or be in an all-girl class the whole school year?

-Not to sound like I’m allergic with boys but damn, I’m always annoyed and I don’t feel comfortable when they’re around Tβ€’Bβ€’H (well, don’t hate me. Depending on what type of boys, there are some of them who don’t make me feel distracted.) So I think, you guys already know what’s my answer for this.

3. Would you rather go to school and forget your notebook or go to school and forget your ball pen?

– I’d rather go to school and forget to bring my ballpen than to be at school and forget my notebook. Well, I can quickly buy another ballpen if I realize I didn’t bring it. And though I can buy another paper if I forgot my notebook, I might waste more effort and time to transfer my lectures again to my original paper.

4. Would you rather go to a wrong classroom on the first day of classes or go to a wrong CR on the first day of classes?
– I would rather enter a wrong classroom ’cause nothing’s new. People might laugh at me but at least it’s normal than entering the wrong CR which is not meant for your gender. It’s not acceptable doing that mistake. Oh no, Hilarious!

5. Would you rather forget to do your homework or forget to bring your backpack to school?
-Better if I would forget to make my homework ’cause at least I can copy my classmate’s answers than forgetting my bag for no good reason. I might miss a lot.

6. Would you rather not have a seat in the cafeteria or not have a seat in your classroom?

– Not have sit in the cafeteria. I can delay having snack but not to delay my sit in class during discussion.

7. Would you rather get exempted to do homework/projects or get exempted to take exams?

– I love making Projects and assignments. Sometimes.
So I’d like to be excluded on the examinations where I’m sure I’m about to get perfect scores. Exam only contributes 20% to my grades (I guess) so yes.

8. Would you rather take the school bus or ride a bike to school?

– I love Riding in a Bus. But let’s go green. I would take bicycle instead but If there’s only few minutes awaiting before the time of the first subject, I need to rush so let’s have bus. Conditional.

9. Would you rather go homeschooling or go to a university?

– Homeschooling is nice ’cause there’s no competion but going on a University is nice as well ’cause you would meet amazing peeps.
But maybe if I could, I’ll go pick homeschooling.

10. Would you rather be a loner or be with a group of mean girls on your campus? (hey, I’m a fan of mean girls *wink* but I am not a mean girl πŸ˜‚)
– It’s silly being mean for no good reason. I hate ppl like ’em so I’d rather be a loner, at least I’m making no mess against other students.

Yup! I’m done and I can see that the picked theme is amazing. So I need to change nothing at it. Now, your turn People!

I want y’all to experience this thing also so like what I always do, I’ll give it a random tagging. To whoever reading this, you’re not wrong with what you’re thinking ’cause yes I tag you to do this.

Just leave me comment if you guys will do this so I can read your lovely posts. Thanks for joining me.

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Fangirl Diary | A Wrote

I hate it. I think I’m only trying to make some self-destruction. I always feel so messed-up, I always feel like I want to cry but what for? I’d be too ridiculous once I did.

I can’t understand myself. Why should I care so much? Why should I over think a lot and waste my time for nothing? I know there could be no chance for me to have him but I think my hands are tied, I can’t just let go and even though I want to it’s just too hard. Nothing runs in my mind, when I hold my phone I have nothing to do but open my gallery and stare at his sweet smiles, google about him, check him on his social media accounts, check if he uploaded something on Instagram, tweeted something on Twitter, or just watch him on his YouTube channel. I mean, it’s really frustrating like sometimes you value him more than yourself and sometimes exhausting knowing that you would never be a part of his life but there you are, still holding on.

Is it the only thing I can do? To cry for him? Write for him? Put him as one of my priorities? It’s so treacherous I guess. Then I found out more about his playlists, it’s about heartbreaks. I got to know the songs he listen to. I knew he also cry and that brought me more to my curiousity, but who’s the girl?

I even wanted to be there for him and I can’t. It’s really hard to feel like I hurt my own and keep something inside every single day. I mean, no matter how hard I try, he would never care for me, I’ll never be a part of his priorities, and I would never be that girl his heart talks about, I don’t want to be locked inside a dream that would be so bad. I don’t want to endure this broken heart I have right now.

I know, one day, I’ll also forget about him, where at that point I’ll be ready to delete all photos and videos on my phone, unfollow him on Twitter and Instagram, and build myself again, I’ll never remain disintegrated. One day, I’ll sleep with eyes shedding no tears, no handkerchief beside, no more heartbreak playlist to listen to, no more smiles to stare at and I’ll wake up on a new chapter, new sunshine.

Without him.